It’s been a week into ’10, collection of ‘O’s results is just 4 days away and man, I am nervous. Thank God for my mum: she encouraged me after telling me that date of the release. Heh, that’s what mum’s are for, right?
Thanks mum!
On hindsight, ’09 was an eventful year for me, but there’s just something missing, it’s like I feel there’s more to be done before we set foot into the first decade of the second millennia. Looking at my previous post, I realised reality hadn’t quite sunken in me yet. On New Year’s, I felt nothing more than a mere robot. In all previous countdowns, I waited with baited breath for the timer to hit zero and I’d let out a shout of joy, readily embracing the coming year, looking forward to what is to come and leaving the past behind. I’d feel so happy to know I’d be older, get to experience new things and the like. I’d shake hands with everyone enthusiastically, wishing all a happy New Year’s.
This time I just felt empty. Blank.
Perhaps it’s the fear of knowing I’m moving on with my life faster than I had expected. I still very clearly remember sitting in my school hall just before PSLEs, listening to my principal’s pep talk, encouragement etc. One thing I remember so clearly like it was just yesterday was his words “In 2009(Assuming everyone went to express stream. What can I say, the man had faith in us
), you all will be graduating from secondary school, moving on to the JCs or Polytechnics. Time will pass quickly, and you won’t even feel it. Therefore I encourage you to seize every moment you have, and cherish it, for it might slip away and be lost forever.” (Well the graduating part was accurate, but the encouragement was something along those lines XD)
Indeed it has, Mr Chia. My time in SJI was so fleeting it was like having two licks of a lollipop and throwing it away. My visit to SJI on the first day of school(Sorry I had nothing better to do :/) reminded me of how much I loved the school, and how much I missed, and still miss, the place I called my second home for four years.
Thanks God for placing me in SJI. Thanks for making mum make me pick it
If I hadn’t, this blog probably wouldn’t have been created, and I wouldn’t have sought a deeper relationship with You. So I give You my thanks God
I’m leaving the past behind, and still looking forward to spending this year with You!
Anyways, sorry for the emo post
Here are my resolutions for 2010:
1. To spend every day of 2010 with God, always seeking His way before mine, knowing Him more and treating His people with patience, kindness, compassion and respect
Also to have the courage to reach out to the last, the lost and the least
2. To pursue my passions in popping, bboy, music, beatboxing, basketball and, if I can help it, long jump and sprinting, for God because He’s the one who has blessed me to be able enough to do these things
3. STRICTLY NO McDONALD’s, KFC, BURGER KING, OR FOOD FROM ANY OTHER FAST FOOD JOINT INCLUDING POPEYE’S AND CARL’S JUNIOR, except Subway, for the entire year of 2010
Hold me accountable!
Sorry for the long post, but thank you if you’ve read thus far
Have a very blessed 2010!